It had been 4 months that he was promoted as Manager, He had great position in Samsung Electronics :) I was so proud of him. he really deserved this position ;)
but sadly, He's becomin busier and busier :( he lost his weight and didn't have time for me.
김 과장님 키키는 너무 보고싶어 ㅠㅠ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9DNSVfyLp14
아리랑 아리랑 아라리요... 사랑비~~
rain.. many memories are coming back to me, good and bad.. ~kiki~
Selasa, April 10, 2012
김 과장님~
Sabtu, Januari 14, 2012
제발 이 노래를 꺼줬으면 해 (Pls stop this song!)
click this to hear the song.. :)
수신 : 우리 살아했는 남자
발신 : 키키 아낫따시아~
제발 이 노래를 꺼줬으면 해
난 그 노래를 따라서 길을 걸었어 어디선가 들려오는 익숙한 노래, 눈을 감고 그 자리에 멍하니 서서 귀를 기울였어, 우리가 함께 듣던 그 노래였던 거야
내 맘속에 자꾸 웃는 네가 그려져 ~
그 노래를 틀 때마다 이 거릴 걸을 때마다 추억들이 가슴을 파고들어와 괴롭히잖아
아무리 귀를 막고 소릴 질러보고 있어 바보처럼 멍하니 서서
내 귀를 막아도 들리는 너와 그 동안의 시간이 가져다 준 변화
다 사라졌지만 남은 건 날 간지럽히는 노래와 오래된 추억만
이제 그만 눈물을 닦자고 흔들리는 내 마음을 꼭 잡아봐도
잡으려 할수록 더 흩어지잖아 그때 기억들이 점점 짙어지잖아
그 노래를 틀 때마다 오늘도 네 생각에 이 거릴그 노래를 틀 때마다 오늘도 네 생각에 이 거릴 걷다가 돌아서네
~~~~
Aku berjalan mengikuti lagu itu di jalana, lagu yagn sangat familiar yang dimainkan di suatu tempat. aku meunutup mataku dan berdiri terdiam di sana dan mendengarkannya baik2.. itu adalah lagu yang biasa kita dengarkan bersama.
Di dalam hati, Aku membayangkan dirimu yang sedang tertawa
Kapanpun lagu itu dimainkan, kapanpun aku berjalan di jalanan ini, kenangan menggali hatiku
Whenever that song is played, whenever I walk these streets, Memories dig into my heart and torture me
No matter how much I block my ears and shout, like a fool, I blankly stand here
Even if I block my ears, I hear you and all the changes that time brought
Everything has disappeared but the only thing that remains is this song that tickles me and the old memories
I try to wipe my tears and grasp onto my shaking heart but The more I try to grasp it, the more it scatters and the memories from back then get thicker
Whenever that song is played, Again today, I walked these streets with thoughts of you and turned back
:) bnr2 mrindukanny.. going back to Korea as soon as possible
수신 : 우리 살아했는 남자
발신 : 키키 아낫따시아~
제발 이 노래를 꺼줬으면 해
난 그 노래를 따라서 길을 걸었어 어디선가 들려오는 익숙한 노래, 눈을 감고 그 자리에 멍하니 서서 귀를 기울였어, 우리가 함께 듣던 그 노래였던 거야
내 맘속에 자꾸 웃는 네가 그려져 ~
그 노래를 틀 때마다 이 거릴 걸을 때마다 추억들이 가슴을 파고들어와 괴롭히잖아
아무리 귀를 막고 소릴 질러보고 있어 바보처럼 멍하니 서서
내 귀를 막아도 들리는 너와 그 동안의 시간이 가져다 준 변화
다 사라졌지만 남은 건 날 간지럽히는 노래와 오래된 추억만
이제 그만 눈물을 닦자고 흔들리는 내 마음을 꼭 잡아봐도
잡으려 할수록 더 흩어지잖아 그때 기억들이 점점 짙어지잖아
그 노래를 틀 때마다 오늘도 네 생각에 이 거릴
~~~~
Aku berjalan mengikuti lagu itu di jalana, lagu yagn sangat familiar yang dimainkan di suatu tempat. aku meunutup mataku dan berdiri terdiam di sana dan mendengarkannya baik2.. itu adalah lagu yang biasa kita dengarkan bersama.
Di dalam hati, Aku membayangkan dirimu yang sedang tertawa
Whenever that song is played, whenever I walk these streets, Memories dig into my heart and torture me
No matter how much I block my ears and shout, like a fool, I blankly stand here
Even if I block my ears, I hear you and all the changes that time brought
Everything has disappeared but the only thing that remains is this song that tickles me and the old memories
I try to wipe my tears and grasp onto my shaking heart but The more I try to grasp it, the more it scatters and the memories from back then get thicker
Whenever that song is played, Again today, I walk these streets with thoughts of you
Whenever that song is played, Again today, I walked these streets with thoughts of you and turned back
:) bnr2 mrindukanny.. going back to Korea as soon as possible
Selasa, Januari 03, 2012
missing you~
Though I'm missing you I'll find a way to get through. Living without you
Only God may know why, still I will get by
I would've known, that you had to go
But so suddenly, so wrong
How could it be, not a straight memory worthy of all that we had made
Now that you're gone, every day I go on, but life's just not the same
I'm so empty inside, and my tears I can't hide
But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain
Oh, there was so many things that we could have shared
And time was on our side
Now that you're gone, I can still feel you near
So I'll smile, with every tear I cry
How sweet, were the losses to spare?
But I'll wait for the day
When I'll see you again, see you again,
yeah I'm missing you
Only God may know why, still I will get by
I would've known, that you had to go
But so suddenly, so wrong
How could it be, not a straight memory worthy of all that we had made
Now that you're gone, every day I go on, but life's just not the same
I'm so empty inside, and my tears I can't hide
But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain
Oh, there was so many things that we could have shared
And time was on our side
Now that you're gone, I can still feel you near
So I'll smile, with every tear I cry
How sweet, were the losses to spare?
But I'll wait for the day
When I'll see you again, see you again,
yeah I'm missing you
Kamis, Desember 29, 2011
when I die one day~
Bismillahirahmanirrahim.. :)
One day I will die.. yeah ^^:
i don't know whether i really long for it or i am afraid to face it.
but it's always interesting to think of death.
everyday, every morning when I drive, everynight when i am about to sleep..
I may think this could be the last time i open my eyes.. yeah.. it could be..
the thought of death has already come to my mind since I was young, since in 1995..
i used to think of it everysingle day... i used to think it was only one of joys in this life..
I always wonder what would death feel like? this curiousity drove me to commit suicide few times for fun or for no reason. but i failed.. i am not crazy or insane.. i am just so dying in curiousity..
but it remains mistery.. cuz utnil now. i have no idea what it is.. later when i am getting older and more mature also I promise myself not to do any suicidal trial and error anymore.
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I don't know sometimes I always think it will be good if I die earlier than my family do.. cuz i am afraid to feel a grief alone.. but i am too afraid to leave alone also in the other life that i never recognize before... hull~
sometimes life is so confusing and death is more confusing me..
I always pray and keep my hopes inside that I could meet the death in good time.. even in perfect time.. Iwant to be around my family, the ones I love..
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when that special day comes knocking my life..
I want all my family coming to see me for the last time.. even my cats.. :)
i want to be buried in my homeland, Indonesia..
i don't want to be cremated..
and All my properties such as house and car automatically belongs to my children or my bloodly family..
my house now is for my future children.. none can take it away from my children.. even my husband ..
a place for my children to shelter themselves from the cold of world..
One day I will die.. yeah ^^:
i don't know whether i really long for it or i am afraid to face it.
but it's always interesting to think of death.
everyday, every morning when I drive, everynight when i am about to sleep..
I may think this could be the last time i open my eyes.. yeah.. it could be..
the thought of death has already come to my mind since I was young, since in 1995..
i used to think of it everysingle day... i used to think it was only one of joys in this life..
I always wonder what would death feel like? this curiousity drove me to commit suicide few times for fun or for no reason. but i failed.. i am not crazy or insane.. i am just so dying in curiousity..
but it remains mistery.. cuz utnil now. i have no idea what it is.. later when i am getting older and more mature also I promise myself not to do any suicidal trial and error anymore.
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I don't know sometimes I always think it will be good if I die earlier than my family do.. cuz i am afraid to feel a grief alone.. but i am too afraid to leave alone also in the other life that i never recognize before... hull~
sometimes life is so confusing and death is more confusing me..
I always pray and keep my hopes inside that I could meet the death in good time.. even in perfect time.. Iwant to be around my family, the ones I love..
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when that special day comes knocking my life..
I want all my family coming to see me for the last time.. even my cats.. :)
i want to be buried in my homeland, Indonesia..
i don't want to be cremated..
and All my properties such as house and car automatically belongs to my children or my bloodly family..
my house now is for my future children.. none can take it away from my children.. even my husband ..
a place for my children to shelter themselves from the cold of world..
Rabu, Desember 28, 2011
When poor man died..[a dull beginning of December]
This Friday, sun always shone brightly... but still my mind stuck in the dark side of mine..
again I thought about the death..
I walked out from the office to the container parking area with my girl colleague, Lili. didn't know what things interested me but i came over the green container and said to her.. "I could be die inside once I arrived in Europe". I ended with laughter..
at the same time the death of Angel was around me, cuz once I swang my legs back to office. another girl colleagues ran over me and screamed.. "Kiki.. Kiki.. somebody just got himself squashed by green container, he's bleeding and ...."
automatically I grabbed lili's hand and ran to the scene. that poor body has just put in one of office car heading to near hospital..
I felt the death around me.. it was totally so close..
sky turned dull.. people around me got their faces pale.. also I got mybody frozen.. every single word of death that I spelled just took somebody's life with the same container I referred to.
it was so scary, then i decided to run to the hospital..we all knew he had just passed away.. cuz he got his breastbone and jaw cracked.. nothing could save him from the death that time..
in that sad situation, only few people came to the hospital, me include.. a big question crashed my head.. a lot of people in our company, but why they seemed not really care about this one? was it becaus he's a poor man? was it beause he's a outsourching worker? why? why? why? why none of them came to this hospital just to say good bye for the last time? why only 7 of us here?? why? why?
my tears covered my face...
one day.. in my dying day.. will people come to me and say good bye? or maybe they wouldn't even care about me anyway?
We were waiting his family come to this hospital.. once they arrived they still had no idea about what was happening here..
his wife, his youngest son and his mother in law got themselves shocked..
a nurse asked a volunteer from 7 of us to accompany his wife to come into the mortuary.. none was brave enough to do so..
so i volunteered myself to hold his wife's hand, walking to the mortuary..
for real, it scared me.. i was never ready to see any death body.. but.. i insisted myself to be brave for his wife's sake..
once the crate cooling corpse opened, I hold my breath.. and his wife got shocked, no words to say.. no tears to flow.. but me? i was drowning myself in grief... I saw the blood flowing from his head.. too sad.. too ironic.. too painful to see..
his youngest son cried with no sounds... this really tore my heart, then i ran over him and embraced him so tight.. [how could it be if it happened to my family, my young brother..] it so broke my heart...
many times his wife asked me the reason of her husband's death.. once i started to say a word, the HR person coded to keep my mouth shutted up... this really spanked me to the lowest level of my concern..!!!!
Wondered why none could tell the truth... why? why? why?
until now, they kept their mouths shutted up...
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Life must go on.. and something unrevealed will last forever...
i could not stop crying, praying for a justice and solidarity from other people..
at the same time ambulance's siren faded away... the day was getting dark..
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This afternoon Friday, sun hid from us, raining came to back this grief...
And still my mind stuck in the dark side of mine..
again I thought about the death around me..
again I thought about the death..
I walked out from the office to the container parking area with my girl colleague, Lili. didn't know what things interested me but i came over the green container and said to her.. "I could be die inside once I arrived in Europe". I ended with laughter..
at the same time the death of Angel was around me, cuz once I swang my legs back to office. another girl colleagues ran over me and screamed.. "Kiki.. Kiki.. somebody just got himself squashed by green container, he's bleeding and ...."
automatically I grabbed lili's hand and ran to the scene. that poor body has just put in one of office car heading to near hospital..
I felt the death around me.. it was totally so close..
sky turned dull.. people around me got their faces pale.. also I got mybody frozen.. every single word of death that I spelled just took somebody's life with the same container I referred to.
it was so scary, then i decided to run to the hospital..we all knew he had just passed away.. cuz he got his breastbone and jaw cracked.. nothing could save him from the death that time..
in that sad situation, only few people came to the hospital, me include.. a big question crashed my head.. a lot of people in our company, but why they seemed not really care about this one? was it becaus he's a poor man? was it beause he's a outsourching worker? why? why? why? why none of them came to this hospital just to say good bye for the last time? why only 7 of us here?? why? why?
my tears covered my face...
one day.. in my dying day.. will people come to me and say good bye? or maybe they wouldn't even care about me anyway?
We were waiting his family come to this hospital.. once they arrived they still had no idea about what was happening here..
his wife, his youngest son and his mother in law got themselves shocked..
a nurse asked a volunteer from 7 of us to accompany his wife to come into the mortuary.. none was brave enough to do so..
so i volunteered myself to hold his wife's hand, walking to the mortuary..
for real, it scared me.. i was never ready to see any death body.. but.. i insisted myself to be brave for his wife's sake..
once the crate cooling corpse opened, I hold my breath.. and his wife got shocked, no words to say.. no tears to flow.. but me? i was drowning myself in grief... I saw the blood flowing from his head.. too sad.. too ironic.. too painful to see..
his youngest son cried with no sounds... this really tore my heart, then i ran over him and embraced him so tight.. [how could it be if it happened to my family, my young brother..] it so broke my heart...
many times his wife asked me the reason of her husband's death.. once i started to say a word, the HR person coded to keep my mouth shutted up... this really spanked me to the lowest level of my concern..!!!!
Wondered why none could tell the truth... why? why? why?
until now, they kept their mouths shutted up...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Life must go on.. and something unrevealed will last forever...
i could not stop crying, praying for a justice and solidarity from other people..
at the same time ambulance's siren faded away... the day was getting dark..
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This afternoon Friday, sun hid from us, raining came to back this grief...
And still my mind stuck in the dark side of mine..
again I thought about the death around me..
that daydreaming has just come true
shame on me! God must hva been blinded my eyes. I didnt know but I just couldn't take a breath for awhile when i found him in Turkey.. i felt like i was gonna cry. I know I must have been wrong for all these times. I realized underestimating his belief was totally a mistake..! a big big big mistake..!! cuz I was supposed to know that there's Allah did the rest to him.
for God's sake I never meant to be a bad person. I just felt so~~ _i didn't know_
still wondering, what kind of person was I?cuz I was crying while he's reaching his dreams in Turkey..
Just like what I did,also He started from a step of big daydreaming. but what made us different? it was the way we chose. He chose the right way, I did the opposite one.
God, I was so jealous because You allowed him to do so, while i was drown here .
I WAS STUCK WITH CULTURE, SPACE, TIME, GENDER, BACK GROUND..!!
often I hated to be me!
my ego sounded through my mind "my turn, my turn, my turn, it's my turn.. :( "
If You didn't mind, let me have a role like the one that Kubra played..
just to restored my heart...
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I knew, I found myself lost so far far away, sometimes I ws so desperate to find a way back home. Life was too sparkling to ignore. I needed my partner to remind me a lot of things , just help me to land when i was too high to fly..
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Dear God,
Deep inside, I was so desperate to get a second chance. so desperate to fix this, so desperate to reheal this, so desperate to reach all the things beyond my ability
let me finish this.
yes.. let me finish this.. let me find a way back home again and play my role
lead me.. lead me.. lead me. please God..
whoever...hm.. whoever.. whatever..whatever ..
God please just wake me up.
let me see the truth, the light, the victory..
this was so beyond belief
finally I realized i was so damn weak and pathetic.
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oh ~ my dear friends
all i could say was only Sorry for being so damn Aerogant...
nb: though hard to fix the stained trust. but I had something to learn that nothing was impossible..
Thanks for slapping me down with such a valuable lesson.
Thanks for being good teachers to me.
thanks..
thanks.. thanks.. thanks..
for God's sake I never meant to be a bad person. I just felt so~~ _i didn't know_
still wondering, what kind of person was I?cuz I was crying while he's reaching his dreams in Turkey..
Just like what I did,also He started from a step of big daydreaming. but what made us different? it was the way we chose. He chose the right way, I did the opposite one.
God, I was so jealous because You allowed him to do so, while i was drown here .
I WAS STUCK WITH CULTURE, SPACE, TIME, GENDER, BACK GROUND..!!
often I hated to be me!
my ego sounded through my mind "my turn, my turn, my turn, it's my turn.. :( "
If You didn't mind, let me have a role like the one that Kubra played..
just to restored my heart...
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I knew, I found myself lost so far far away, sometimes I ws so desperate to find a way back home. Life was too sparkling to ignore. I needed my partner to remind me a lot of things , just help me to land when i was too high to fly..
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Dear God,
Deep inside, I was so desperate to get a second chance. so desperate to fix this, so desperate to reheal this, so desperate to reach all the things beyond my ability
let me finish this.
yes.. let me finish this.. let me find a way back home again and play my role
lead me.. lead me.. lead me. please God..
whoever...hm.. whoever.. whatever..whatever ..
God please just wake me up.
let me see the truth, the light, the victory..
this was so beyond belief
finally I realized i was so damn weak and pathetic.
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oh ~ my dear friends
all i could say was only Sorry for being so damn Aerogant...
nb: though hard to fix the stained trust. but I had something to learn that nothing was impossible..
Thanks for slapping me down with such a valuable lesson.
Thanks for being good teachers to me.
thanks..
thanks.. thanks.. thanks..
Rabu, November 30, 2011
Today I lost my white shoes
Today I lost my White shoes..
I have already known it..
I just tell how much I feel so sorry about today to Salih Ari~
I really don't mean to tell him a lie..
May Allah SWT show me the right way always..
What happened today will be my biggest lesson in my life in the next future..
sorry.. sorry. .sorry..
I know a thousands sorry won't make him relieved..
i will understand if he will change his mind..
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Dear God , my Al Mighty~
Today I felt so down, You really warned me..
Maybe You are currently saving him from me. I know I maynot be a good girl for him, but at least You really know who I am..
Today I think I really lost him.. but i will be okay.. he might think that I am the biggest liar in this world.
to honest.. I am so ashamed about this, cuz I am a girl who are still trying to be a good muslima..
I really want to forget my past.. really.. and truly.. I long for a new page of my life. but today You God, said antoher words.. I will keep positive thinking about this..
If he's not belonging to me.. you're right! I have to learn many things before becoming a good muslima..
I hope one day i will really wear my white shoes.. :) and I truly believe in You God, that the best is yet come..
For Salih~ I just really feel so bad.. :(
He never knows me very well.. and he even never know the reason why I said to him like that..
I really wish the best for him.. I really do.~
I know if He is willing to forgive me, It will be great..
but if He's still angry and upset to me.. I will undrstand very well..
and today~ it's very enough for me.. I have to go back to work now..
Wassalam.
I have already known it..
I just tell how much I feel so sorry about today to Salih Ari~
I really don't mean to tell him a lie..
May Allah SWT show me the right way always..
What happened today will be my biggest lesson in my life in the next future..
sorry.. sorry. .sorry..
I know a thousands sorry won't make him relieved..
i will understand if he will change his mind..
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Dear God , my Al Mighty~
Today I felt so down, You really warned me..
Maybe You are currently saving him from me. I know I maynot be a good girl for him, but at least You really know who I am..
Today I think I really lost him.. but i will be okay.. he might think that I am the biggest liar in this world.
to honest.. I am so ashamed about this, cuz I am a girl who are still trying to be a good muslima..
I really want to forget my past.. really.. and truly.. I long for a new page of my life. but today You God, said antoher words.. I will keep positive thinking about this..
If he's not belonging to me.. you're right! I have to learn many things before becoming a good muslima..
I hope one day i will really wear my white shoes.. :) and I truly believe in You God, that the best is yet come..
For Salih~ I just really feel so bad.. :(
He never knows me very well.. and he even never know the reason why I said to him like that..
I really wish the best for him.. I really do.~
I know if He is willing to forgive me, It will be great..
but if He's still angry and upset to me.. I will undrstand very well..
and today~ it's very enough for me.. I have to go back to work now..
Wassalam.
Kamis, Oktober 06, 2011
그대 이길 바래요. => I hope it's you~
사랑에 베인 상처 너무나 아팠나 봐요
다른 누군갈 좋아하는 건 그때 포기했었죠
소심한 내 맘 두려워서 여린 맘이 다칠까 봐
사랑을 잠그고 마음을 닫았죠
그대 외롭고 힘들고 아파도 마음의 그 문을 열어요
모든 걸 사랑할게요
어떤 상처도 슬픔도 없어요 그대 주저하지 말고
나에게 기대요 웃음을 찾아줄게요
(사랑한다는 말) 내가 먼저 고백할게요
(이별이라는 말) 더 이상 없을 거예요 나를 보아요
내 맘을 아나요 (나를 믿어줘요)
그대가 맞나요 (내 손을 잡아요)
그대이길 바래요
언제까지나 함께해요
이제서야 알아요 사랑 숨길 수 없음을
가슴속에 차오르는 한 사람 그대뿐이잖아요
우연처럼 다가온 그대 이젠 나의 운명이 돼버린 걸
느낄 수 있어요 내 사람이란 걸
처음 그대의 미소를 봤을 때 싱그런 향기에 취해서
사랑이 시작됐나 봐
그대 얼굴에 흐르던 눈물이 나의 가슴속에 흘러
그대의 마음을 꼭 안아 주고 싶었죠
(사랑한다는 말) 내가 먼저 고백할게요
(이별이라는 말) 더 이상 없을 거예요 나를 보아요
내 맘을 아나요 (나를 믿어줘요)
그대가 맞나요 (내 손을 잡아요)
그대이길 바래요
언제까지나 함께해요
(사랑해) 가까이 내게 와줘요
(사랑해) 지금 우리 둘만을 생각해요
사랑해
사랑해요
(그대만 보여요) 내 안엔 그대만 살아요
(그대만 볼래요) 우리의 내일을 함께 그려봐요
꿈이 아닌 거죠 (나를 믿어줘요)
헤어지지 마요 (내 손을 잡아요)
세상에 단 한 사람
영원히 늘 함께할 사랑
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
The cut from love must have been really painful
I gave up liking someone since then
My timid heart was afraid
Afraid that my delicate feeling will get hurt
I locked my love and closed my heart
Even if you're lonely, exhausted and hurt
Open up the door in your heart
I will love everything
THere's no scar or sadness
Don't hesitate and lean on me
I will find back your smile
*The words "I love you", I'll say it first
The word "break-up", won't exist anymore
Look at me, do you know how my heart?
Believe me, Is it you? hold my hand
I hope it's you, let's be together forever
Now I know, that I can't hide my love
The one person that fills up my heart
It's only you
You came to me like a coincidence
Now you have become my fate
I can feel it, that you're my person
When I first saw your smile
I was intoxicated by your fresh scent
I think that's how the love started
The tears that were falling from your face
Poured down in my heart
I wanted to hug your heart really hard
*Repeat
I love you, come close to me
I love you, let's only think of us right now
I love you, I love you
I can only see you, you alone live in me
I only want to see you
Let's thinkof our future together
It's not a dream
Believe me, let's not break up
Hold my hand, the only person in the world
Sabtu, September 10, 2011
The Castle of Zoltar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEx8gd0j32M&feature=related
회색빛깔 도시위로
Hoe saeg bich ggal do shi wi lo
붉은빛이 떠오르고
Bulgeun bichi ddeo o leu go
로봇같은 사람들은 빠르게 가고
Robot gateun sa lam deuleun bba leu ge ga go
어느날부터 멈춰있던 내 심장에 박힌 태엽도
Eo neu nal bu teo meom chwo idd deon nae
shim jang e baghin tae yeob do
알수없는 힘에 끌려 돌아가고있어
Al su eobd neun hime ggeul lyeo dola ga go isseo
Hey ye…
Verse’
먼지로 자욱한 내 속에 기억에 조각을 찾고
Meon ji lo ja ughan nae soge
gi eoge jo gageul chaj go
부러졌던 날개를 붙여 날아봐
Bu leo jyeodd deon nal ge leul but yeo nala bwa
Chorus
I will make it
하늘보다 더 높이 날아가고 싶어
Ha neul bo da deo nopi nala ga go shipeo
자유를 느껴봐
Cha yu leul neu ggyeo bwa
내안에 shining life
Nae ane shining life
힘이들땐 구름위에 올라
Himi deul ddaen gu leum wi e ol la
발아래 세상을 봐 내가 바라본 이곳보다
Bala lae se sang eul bwa nae ga ba la bon i god bo da
아름다운건 없을껄 Shining star
A leum da un geon eobseul ggeol shining star
Verse
하얗게 물든 꿈결속에
Ha yang ge mul deun ggum gyeol soge
zolta의상자를 보았지
zoltar ui sang ja leul bo add ji
어릴적 내 소원들중 어떤걸 원해
Eo lil jeog nae so won deul jung eo ddeon geol wonhae
Verse”
시간이 흘러서
Shi gani heul leo seo
어른이 된 지금난
Eo leuni doen ji geum nan
날 지켜줄 널 찾겠어
Nal ji kyeo jul neol chaj gesseo
Chorus
I will make it
바람보다 더 빨리
Pa lam bo da deo bbal li
달려가고싶어
Tal lyeo ga go shipeo
세상을 가져봐
Se sang eul ga chyeo bwa
날위해 shining life
Nal wi hae shining life
힘이들땐 언덕위를 올라
Himi deul ddaen eon deog wi leul ol la
달려와 세상을봐
Tal lyeo wa se sang eul bwa
내가 서있는 이곳만큼 아름다운건 없을까 shining star
Nae ga seo idd neun i god man keum
a leum da un eon eobseul gga shining star
I will make it
하늘보다 더 높이 날아가고싶어
Ha neul bo da deo nopi nala ga go shipeo
자유를 느껴봐
Cha yu leul neu ggyeo bwa
내 안에 shining life
Nae ane shining life
힘이들땐 구름위에 올라
Himi deul ddaen gu leum wi e ol la
발아래 세상을 봐
Bala lae se sang eul bwa
내가 바라본 이곳보다 아름다운건 없을까 shining star
Nae ga ba la bon i god bo da
a leum da un geon eobseul gga shining star
Candid Camera
Rabu, Juli 06, 2011
TALK TO ME IN KOREAN
Senin, Mei 16, 2011
A present from SAMSUNG (PMP YP-R0)
Hore.. hari ini dapat hadiah dari pak Deddy.. (boss PPC)...yaitu dapat PMP (portable media Player) ; MP4 player samsung.. ^^;
sebenarnya ..saya rela kog ga dapat PMP ini asal produksi MID (mobile internet device) ga dipindahin ke SEHZ (Samsung Electronics Huizhou) ㅜㅜ karena itu artinya intensitas saya bertemu laki-laki impian saya (김지원) jadi berkurang.. :(((
Senin ini hari pertama SEIN tampa MID.. yh.. tapi apa boleh buat.. mungkin ini yang terbaik, karena jika MID masih ada di SEIN.. saya mungkin hanya akan menumpuk dosa saja.. :D hihihi..~
okay... !! tadi PPC manager manawarkan saya dua model PMP.. YP-R0 atau YP-Q2..
sebagai MID exporter otomatis saya tau dong .yang mana yang lebih mahal harganya.. hehee.. (tapi tergantung internal memorynya juga sih).. tapi perbandingannya jika sama 4G saja.. YP-R0 masih jauh lebih mahal dari pada YP-Q2...
hmm warna pink atau hitam ya???
sebenarnya saya udah punya High qualified PMP buatan samsung yaitu YP-P3 (ini adalah favoritenya PMP) meskipun ada saingannya YP-G5 di korea.. tapi YP-P3 bener2 lebih keren daripada Ipod ~ YP-P3 ini (FYI) saya dapatkan dair pacar saya, setelah dia beli mobil Renault keluaran terbaru tahun 2009... (dalam hati.. ini kan PMP yang saya export.. sekarang ada di tangan saya dengan cara yang tidak diduga)..
setelah mikir kurang dari satu menit... (wah.. mikir2 kog kurang dari 1 menit yak??)
akhirnya saya memilih YP-R0 yang berwarna Pink.. biar keliatan cewe banget gituuu. :P

spec*
Memory: 4 GB* => yang 8 GB nya udah pada habis.. :(((
Display:2.6″ TFT LCD*
FM Radio support, SD MMC Expansion Slot, View Picture, text and video*
File Format: MP3, WMA, Ogg, WAV, AAC, FLAC, WMV, H.264, DivX, XviD, MPEG4, AVI, MP4, MOV, ASF, JPG, BMP, PNG, GIF, TXT*
Battery:Battery Playback Time (Audio): 30hrs (@MP3, 44.1kHz,128kbps, Volume 15)/ Battery Playback Time (Video): 6 Hours*
Video Storage Capacity: 137hrs (8GB)* Features support: Clock,Wallpaper, Lyric Display, Album Art*
Operating System Compatibility:Windows XP or higher (Vista),Windows Media Player 11* USB Connection
hihi tapi seneng aja.. meskipun PMP yang satu ini jauh banget dibandingin PMP yang saya punya.. tapi yagn namanya gratis ... why not?? hihihi.. ^^;
SAMSUNG YP-P3


Product Highlights YP-P3
8GB Flash Memory
3" Touchscreen LCD Display
Audio, Photo, Video, Text
FM Tuner
FM Radio and Voice Recording
Bluetooth+EDR
Built-In Lithium-Ion Battery
Windows Compatible
Earphones Included
Tuh jauh kan?? ^^ tapi gpp I am happy..
thank you.... :D
Kamis, Mei 05, 2011
Universal Studio Singapore
HOrray.. diizinin cuti lagi sama boss Victor.. ^^; akhirnya saya dan pacar saya mengunjungi Singapore. kebetulan di Korea tanggal 5 May adalah hari anak nasional jadi libur.. ^^;
Kami menginap di Hotel di daerah China Town.. to be honest.. I really love china town.. ^^: i don't know why.. mungkin karena banyak dihiasi dengan ornamen2 berwarna merah kali ya (soalnya saya penggila warna merah)..
Keesokan harinya (pagi-pagi) setelah landed di Singapore tadi malam, kami bergegas menuju Universal Studio Singapore (USS)..
rute yang kami tempuh sbb:

2) sampainya di Harbour front cari VIVO city.. terus di sana cari Sentosa Express (semacam kereta api, subway) ticketnya satu orang itu.. S$ 3... teru masuk ke gate in...
selama kita ga keluar melalui Gate out yagn sejajar dengan gate in.. kita bebas mau kemana aja dengan Sentosa Express.. mau turun dulu di Imbiah station , terus naik lagi ke sentosa resort atau kemanapun turun dan naiknya.. selama kita ga keluar di GATE OUT tempat kita masuk .. kita ga perlu bayar S$3 lagi.. ckup sekali beli tiket untuk satu harian itu di Sentosa island..
3) untuk ke USS dari sentosa station (station tempat kita naik sentosa express) kita harus turun id waterfront station (next station after sentosa station)..
4) cari counter ticket... satu orang harganya S$72 (IDR 504.000) (busett mahal banget yak.. saya pikir EVERLAND korea adlah theme park termahal di Asia.. ternyata USS lebih mahal lagi.. )

5)di USS ada wahana sbb : Holiwood, New York, Sci-fi city, Anciet Egypt, the lost world, Far-far away dan madagascar


6) setelah mnyusuri Holiwood boulevard.. satu-satunya yang ada diotak saya ada ROLLERCOASTER. hebatnya di USS ini ada 5 Rollearcoaster.. outdoor dan indoor.. Rollercoaster yagn pertama saya coba adalah.. BATTLESTAR GALACTICA wooihh mantapss..! jadi dua rollercoaster ini akan duet.. yang warna merah (HUMAN) yang warna biru (Cylon) bedanya.. kalau yagn Human ada pijakan kakinya (spt rollercoaster biasa) kalau yang Cylon ga ada, jadi kaki ga bisa berpijak pada apapun..! akhirnya saya lebih tertarik untuk naikin Cylon.. ^^; ..



Kami menginap di Hotel di daerah China Town.. to be honest.. I really love china town.. ^^: i don't know why.. mungkin karena banyak dihiasi dengan ornamen2 berwarna merah kali ya (soalnya saya penggila warna merah)..
Keesokan harinya (pagi-pagi) setelah landed di Singapore tadi malam, kami bergegas menuju Universal Studio Singapore (USS)..
rute yang kami tempuh sbb:
1) menuju MRT station.. terus beli tiket ke NE1 (Harbour front)

2) sampainya di Harbour front cari VIVO city.. terus di sana cari Sentosa Express (semacam kereta api, subway) ticketnya satu orang itu.. S$ 3... teru masuk ke gate in...
selama kita ga keluar melalui Gate out yagn sejajar dengan gate in.. kita bebas mau kemana aja dengan Sentosa Express.. mau turun dulu di Imbiah station , terus naik lagi ke sentosa resort atau kemanapun turun dan naiknya.. selama kita ga keluar di GATE OUT tempat kita masuk .. kita ga perlu bayar S$3 lagi.. ckup sekali beli tiket untuk satu harian itu di Sentosa island..
3) untuk ke USS dari sentosa station (station tempat kita naik sentosa express) kita harus turun id waterfront station (next station after sentosa station)..
5)di USS ada wahana sbb : Holiwood, New York, Sci-fi city, Anciet Egypt, the lost world, Far-far away dan madagascar

6) setelah mnyusuri Holiwood boulevard.. satu-satunya yang ada diotak saya ada ROLLERCOASTER. hebatnya di USS ini ada 5 Rollearcoaster.. outdoor dan indoor.. Rollercoaster yagn pertama saya coba adalah.. BATTLESTAR GALACTICA wooihh mantapss..! jadi dua rollercoaster ini akan duet.. yang warna merah (HUMAN) yang warna biru (Cylon) bedanya.. kalau yagn Human ada pijakan kakinya (spt rollercoaster biasa) kalau yang Cylon ga ada, jadi kaki ga bisa berpijak pada apapun..! akhirnya saya lebih tertarik untuk naikin Cylon.. ^^; ..
gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! bener2 cepet banget...!! waktu naik ke atas sebelum meluncur kebawah.. bener2 kecepatannya ga diduga... :(( akhirnya saya teriak2 ga jelas.. smp suara saya serak.. (padahal saya paling seneng naik rolelrcoaster.. tapi klo di suruh naik Cylon lagi.. hmm. saya butuh waktu deh untuk coba lagi.. hehehe..^^


7) karena cowo saya ga suka rollercoaster.. jadi akhirnya kami pergi ke Mummy studio.. waktu masuk kita ga boleh bawa barang2 ajdi semua barang2 dititipin di locker.. yang harganya (1 jam for free) stelah itu S$4/jam... 

kami masuk indoor studio mummy.. sebelum smp di tempat tujuan yang blum kami tau.. kami dibawa pusing dulu oleh labirin.. seolah2 kami ada di bawah tanah.. tapi sru juga sih.. ^^;
terus tiba2 kami baca pengumuman.. garis besar kecepatan kereta ini sangat dinamis, disesuaikan dengan keadaan, dan turun naik yang fluktuatif .. sayang banget ga boleh bawa kamera.. :(
sampe di tujuan orang2 yagn ngantri panjang.. tapi cepet kog .. dan akhirnya kami naik kereta (leibh mirip dengan kereta bawah tanah untuk penambang.. DEG.. jadi deg2an. palagi pertama2 kereta ini masuk lorong yang gelap.. OH I HATE INDOOR ROLLERCOATER.. karena suka bikin jantung sakit kalo tiba2 menukik kebawah di dalam kegelapan.. :((((
saya pikir Battlestar galactica adalah yagn paling heboh.. tapi menurut saya pribadi.. INI YAGN LEBIH MENYERAMKAN..!!!! karena.. didukung oleh visual2 3D .. seperti tiba2 ada bayangan mumi.. terus tiba2 kereta kami menabak dinding.. dan kereta kita terjatuh kebelakang.. dan terperangkap dalam sebuah ruangan yagn penuh api.. (hebatnya visual apinya seprit sungguhan.. ditambah lagi dikasih boiler. .jdai bener2 panas banget..!!) kerennn dan menyeramkan..!!
feeling sya mengatakan rollercoater ini .. controllingnya bukan pada kereta nya. .karena yang sya rasakan keretanya bener2 bebas bergerak.. :((( jadi saat jatuh menukik kebawahpun.. bener tidak ada jeda (kebanyak rollercoaster sebelum menukin kebawah.. biasanya leibh pelan..)
sepanjang perjalanan menyusuri gua mummy itu dennga kereta gila tsb.. saya yagn paling keras berteriak... "OMMO...!!! OMMMO!!!!! AAHH!! STOPPP!! STOP!!! NO WAYYY!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!! STOPP!!! hahaha.. sumpah geli ingetnya.. padahal sya ini pencinta rollercoaster.. tapi untuk ride yang stu ini.. saya bner2 agak sedikit takut... :D
selesai dari sini.. semua orang pucat.. termasuk saya.. tenggorokan saya bener kering. dan sakit.. saya liat pacar saya juga pucat... dia diam membisu..hehe..
오빠! 괜찮아요???? *Kakak, tidak apa2 kan?*
tapi dia tetep diam.. tandanya dia ada "apa-apa"
7) kami mencari stuido lainnya.. tapi gara2 MUMMY itu.. setiap kali mau masuk studio.. kami tanya dulu.. "THIS ISNT A ROLLER COASTER, IS IT?" soalnya udah sekali terkecoh sama MUMMY studio.. heheeh.. jadi trauma dikit..~
akhirnya kami masukin satu studio.. yang bener2 keren deh.. ^^; jadi seoalh2 kami menyaksikan kejadiaan badai benaran di ujung dermaga.. tapi sayang lagi2 ga boleh merecord dengan kamera.. hiks.. why? why? why? suara petir, angin kencang, tembok2 yang pecah.. dan suara derik kapal yagn terombang2 ambing ,sampai ujung kapala laut hampir menabrak kami.. dan lagi.. ada kapal boat yang jatuhh persis didepan kami.. bener2 kerenn!! seolah2 kami memang bener2 mengalami dan menyaksikan sendiri badai... two thumbs up..!!!

8) kami pergi ke studio dimana kita bisa nonton Shrek 4-D.. ini juga tidak kalah serunya.. kita ga cuma bisa merasa tokohnya hidup dan bergerak di sekeliling kita tapi juga kita bisa merasakan sensasiny sendirii.. itulah kelebihan 4-D
contoh saat shrek dan si keledainya sedang menaikin kereta kuda.. kursi yang kami duduki pun ikut bergoyang seolah2 kami juga ada berada di atasnya...
dan saat si keledai bersin.. tiba2 ada air yang menyemprot kami.. ewwww... memang itu hanya air mineral biasa.. tapi dengan visual "bersin" kita juga terasa risih... :D
lalu saat segerombolan laba-laba besar terjatuh... kami merasakan di kaki kami ada sesuatu yang bergerak2 menggelikan.. karena iseng pengne tahu.. saya menengok ke bawah kursi saya.. dan ternyata apaa cobaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?? ^___^
ada tali/pita atau semacamnya.. yang pada saat tertentu akan menggelitik kaki kami dengan bantuan tekanan udara yagn keluar dair lubang pita tersebut..
seru kan?? ^_^
pokonya ga nyesel deh... panas-panasan dan keluarin uang banyak ke USS..
sudah ah..~ capekk :D
Rabu, Mei 04, 2011
SAMSUNG PL150
Sebelum melancong ke negara tetangga... saya berencana mau pinjam kamera digital si Papah (kebiasaan nih.. klaau mau jalan2 selalu pinjam terus.. ga punya modal).. tapi sayang, karena kameranya mau dipake papah.. yaudah ga bisa deh.. mau pinjem si kakak.. .jauhhhhh ambilnya.. hiks..

tapi yaudah deh.. bongkar tabungan dan kuras kocek.. akhirnya saya pergi ke mall untuk cari kamera digital. .dari awal pikiran saya sudah saya SET untuk beli SAMSUNG product only.. yeaaa!! we're proud of being part of Samsung Electronics~
setelah lari sana sini.. sampe mall mau tutup.. akhirnya pilihan saya jatuh pada Samsung PL150 (karena hanya bisa beli yang bener2 menyesuaikan dengna budget..)
PL 150 ini adalah dual LCD kamera.. jadi kita bisa liat layarnya dair depan maupun belakang kameranya.. 
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dari fisiknya keren deh.. ^^; ga nyesel belinya...
Sabtu, Maret 26, 2011
NAMINARA (NAMI ISLAND) SOUTH KOREA
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